Tuesday, September 9, 2008
I miss you!
Two years ago today I lost my best friend to cancer! It seems like yesterday that my Dad was sitting next to me with his sweet face just starring at me. I would often catch him looking at me with such pride. I would always ask what he was looking at and he would reply with something along the lines of "I'm just so proud of you" or "I just love you so much!" I miss everything about him. I miss his smell, his rough hands, his hysterical laugh, and most of all our conversations. Oh what I would give just to hear his voice one more time. He was the godliest, kindest, most loving man I've ever known. My heart aches when I look at my sweet little boy and know that this side of heaven, he'll never know his Pop Pop. I know in my heart that if I had the power to bring him back, I wouldn't do it. Eternity with Jesus is just too magnificent to come back to this earth. So for now, I'll wait! I will be reunited with him one day and I assure you that Tom Sachs will be waiting to show me what I've been missing out on! I love you, Daddy!